Heya fam jam!

“Never compare your present with the Highlight reel of the other person, you have no clue what they suffered through behind the stage.”

Today is a very very big day of my life and I knew that I cannot digest this happiness without sharing it with my WordPress Fam! <3 Guys, you won’t believe that I have been waiting for this day for many weeks and totally hit upon this achievement of mine by chance 😀

I wrote a book review on forty rules of love, by Elif Shafak and send it to many magazines. After sending my book review, it became my daily routine to check all the newspapers in the morning, but alas! There was no news. I became a little disappointed, yet I wrote another book review and sent the email to newspapers again without waiting for me to get lost in the haze of hopelessness. I had full confidence in my book review because I wrote it with a lot of effort and dedication. I played my part to the fullest and was glad about that.

Well, then I stopped checking for my forty rules of love book review because I had this firm belief that it must have gotten rejected. So I decided to check whether somebody else wrote on the same book in the past due to which they have rejected the same content? 

I googled, the forty rules of love book review daily times, and an option appeared. I was like, shit man! I didn’t see that before 🙁 I decided to shut the tab but by chance, I clicked on it and even more by chance I glanced at the writer’s name and it was ZARBAKHT BILAL!!! It got published on May 1st and I saw it today BY CHANCE! I was shaken for a moment or so and then I let out a shriek of joy from my lungs 😀 It was a very oddly satisfying feeling tbh 😀 I can’t control my teeth and am sorry about that hehe. Lemme show you guys 🙂

Here is the link, do read it there and show some love 🙂

https://dailytimes.com.pk/386394/the-forty-rules-of-love-is-a-mesmerising-blend-of-love-religion-and-spirituality/

Thank you so much for being around me guys! You all are amazing. And let me tell yall one thing. I achieved this after much patience 🙁 So patience and consistency are really important for gaining success.

Stay firm, stay put, you got it! <3

Happy Birthday to the sweetest person who ^never let others feel lonely or sad yet is alone this birthday!

I am not going to start your birthday wish by clichés like you are amazing! You’re the best! You deserve everything in this world and blah blah shit! In fact, it is time to understand that it is perfectly okay not to be perfect! It is okay to be imperfect because it is the night that makes the stars shine the brightest!

We all are lonely in one way or another. I would not blame the personal or social behaviors for the cause, in fact, I believe that it is all in our filthy brains. We think that we are sad, so we naturally start feeling sad. We think that we are melancholic, so we become melancholic. Most of the time depression, sadness and loneliness aren’t the consequences to some evilness but a sheer need of our body and soul.

There are many people out there who are special, while some don’t even have their gender identity, their parents just leave them on the roads, or outside asylums. Did you ever thank God for he made you a FANTASTIC and COMPLETE human being?

Just at this moment, I changed the color of the page from white to blue because they say that blue, despite being blue, makes others feel happy, rejuvenated, and soothed. See? Did blue color ever complain that why do people feel happy at my blue-ness? Did he ever cry over the fact that people feel merrier by looking at the misery and disparity the color itself is within? Did he ever plead to change its name from Blue to cokaburrablashart?

It never did! Likewise, we all are here for a purpose which we have to fulfill. We are on an individual mission and have to play our designated part even if it makes us sad or uncomfortable.

What if you are a feather that drifts in and out of people’s life yet find no home? Maybe you are destined to be a vagabond whose peace lies in witnessing the dawn from a mountain top, in the caressing touch of grass fields and feeling the frost of the snowflakes?

I am happy and at peace when I am around friends and family, yet whenever I am lonely, I start feeling depressed and anxious. The world comes to an end and I complain to God with each and every moment about what I DON’T HAVE, instead of showing gratitude for WHAT I HAVE. This loneliness will end, the sun will rise again and the friends will bloom like flowers all around you if only it requires something, PATIENCE it is.

Got an opportunity? Brilliant! Didn’t get one? Cry over it day and night. Blame yourself and feel envious of others. None of this would help. Sometimes you have to flow with the currents and everything sort out slowly and gradually by doing so. The more you will run towards something, the more it will run away from you, is what I believe.

Stop worrying and let the time sway you back and forth. Feel the fate, and embrace it wholeheartedly because they say that never befoe your fate because it is wild and ruthless. If something or someone is unreachable, let it be. If it is meant to be yours, trust me it will pave its way towards you. But if it is not yours, no matter how hard you try it will never be yours.

Just fill your life with positive thoughts, self-confidence, and positive people.

HI THERE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I KNOW LIFE IS TOUGH AND NOT MERRY AT TIMES, BUT THIS DOESN’T DEFINE WHAT THE FUTURE BEHOLDS. NEVER FEEL SAD, DEPRESSED OR LONELY JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR CURRENT. YOUR FUTURE WILL SHINE BRIGHT LIKE A DIAMOND!

YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION FOR ME AND A HIGHLY DEDICATED AND INTELLIGENT PERSON. I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND VERY BEAUTIFUL LIFE AHEAD.

BEST REGARDS,

ZARBAKHT BILAL.